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Name: Jaxon (its jason not
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 2/14/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: film, painting, clothing and interior design, computers, music (punk rock, grunge, emo), anything japanese, boys, photography, homemade doughnuts, apple sauce + poprocks, reading, l337, shopping thrift/sales, graffiti, bright nailpoish, black eyeliner and mascara mixed w/ bright eye shadow pencils, gay/bisexual men, garage band kids, procrastination, string cheese, valentines day, bracelets, short skirts, colorful drink umbrellas, kisses, pudding (only chocolate), teen fashion magazines, celebrity life styles, cuddling, and food
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Media
Message: message me
AIM:  JAXcheesecurlz
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Member Since:
2/6/2005
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i wanna do cool shit like this.
i've been so much more complacent in my older age.
maybe i'm growing up.
maybe its just jimmy.
he makes me want to be a better person.
i kind of hate how i refer to him in every entry.
i seem so dependent.
but he really is my life.
because hes my escape from the reality of life i guess.
i was looking at nickie's xanga.
and i was thinking about when i first started talking to him.
and he was lonely and kids threw milk cartons at him
and made fun of him for wearing nailpolish and shit.
and i always wanted to give him a hug.
and he was always like my favorite person to talk to.
even if it was just on xanga.
and now he posts pictures of him and his friends.
and his girlfriend.
and hes so cute.
and it really makes me smile.
and i just wish that everyone in life has a chance to find themself.
i thought i found myself when i found jimmy.
but i didn't.
i just found him.
and i guess i kind of gave up parts of who i was.
like my family and the kind of person i was around them.
and just kind of blended in with him.
and became more of jimmys lover than jaxon.
because thats where i was happy.
and thats where i felt right.
and i didn't really wanna be jaxon anymore.
but now i really need to find myself.
i need to be able to be jaxon,
and kenzies sister,
and jimmys lover,
and i need to figure out who future jaxons wants to be
and start making a transition towards becoming her.
because i can't stay stuck in the same place hiding from the world forever. | | |
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| i miss going on xanga every day.
ps new years was amazing.
maybe i'll write more later.
but i am the happiest girl ever.
its amazing to think how a year ago
i was so bitter.
and full of angst.
and sadness.
and indifferentness.
and now i couldn't wish for anything better.
or anyone for that matter.
as corny as it sounds.
we seem to be meant for eachother. | | |
| RAWR.
i'm hyper.
i got some cool shit for chritsmas.
it was actually good this year.
we celebrated as a family and no one was emotionally damaged.
HOORAY!
hehe.
umm yeah.
i think kenzie has a new crush.
but shhh its a secret.
as for me and the babe.
things couldn't be better.
if you could only see the way he loves me.
then maybe you would understand.
gaaaaaaaaah.
i just wanna jump on him.
and like lock him up in my basement.
where he'll be only mine forever.
sometimes i open my eyes when we're kissing.
because he makes the cutest face.
seeing that makes me so happy.
it make me wanna die right there on the spot.
thats how happy it makes me.
♥♥
ps. nicki is my bff and we're getting married in vegas.
gold tux. gold dress. gold rollerskates.
disco dj. no cake. wedding cupcakes.
with rainbow icing.
and gold ballons everywhere.
and a fat elvis impersonator.
ohhhhhhh yeahhhhhh. | | |
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